I wish I could see you
Touch you
Be sure I exist
Maybe then I could stop wearing
The crosses I bare
To protect me from you
From Me
From Us
From Them
This hurts me more than it hurts you...
Belts and Tongues Lashing
Quick and Hard
Harder
Cant feel
Because Im MoM
Because I said so
My voice stolen right from my heart
My Lips
My Throat
Cant scream
Shade drawn shadows
Eyes turned away
Cant See
Cant Breathe
"Now I Lay Me Down to "...
Cant sleep
Cant feel
I only feel you
I feel what you left behind
For Me
OOzing out of my subconcious
Rotting
on the inside out
putrid and ashamed
Lingering
In some dark corner of my brain
The same way you
lingered
In the dark corners of my room
Still There
Even Now
Yes I am afraid of the dark
and of cumming
As if that means you won
Even Now somehow
If I dont Hold out
than you won
Because If I give in
that means
I like it
I liked it
I wanted it
I deserved it
Still there
Even Now
Every innocence tainted
every pleasure taboo
I bet you still
Jerk Off Thinking about me
The little girl
Daddys little girl
But not your real daughter
you would never do this
to your real daughter
But I was real
you took that
you took me
and the only thing you left
thats Real
Is hiding In the
dark corners of my subconcious
Still There
Even Now